To Have Loved And Lost

... I have spent many a night dreaming of you, running my fingers softly on your cheeks. 
Last night was extra special, as I drifted peacefully, our breaths synced perfectly, it felt so real.
I stayed up till the sunlight streamed through my window pane, how could I close my eyes as I held on to the magic in my heart.
I became a victim of my own thoughts, as I lay in bed knowing I would soon be returning.
I knew the end wouldn't be any different, but I continued to walk towards you. 
I don't have anywhere to go, there aren't any safe steps, you aren't holding my hand my love.
I don't know where to look anymore, I stand still in wishful silence as you start to disappear.
But I haven't lost heart, you still make me smile, you still make me skip beats, you leave me yearning. 
I have loved and lost, and the sun is burning.
..so my spirit carries on, and I blow you a kiss.

My love is too big for you ...